Monday, March 27, 2006

Bad Day comes...

Fiuh... Finally that day came.

Today, I can judge that it is the worst day I have ever had in the last one year.
The day was starting with something nice and seemed calm and easy.

These facts make me crazy because there is noting tough and hard for today or lately, but suddenly in the afternoon, everything changed and turned up to be bad and maybe even the wrost thing within a year :(

Work and "other" thing,

I think I should concentrate to recover one problem at the time.

mmmmm stop grumbling.... put your mind on working mode...
and ready to solve those problems.

wish me luck...

Bismillahi rahman nirrahim..

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Pride.....Piss off ... when "Enough" is enoungh

"Everybody has their own price and pride"

If you want something you'll do any means to get it.
but the big question... is until when it'll happen?

It could be within a certain timeframe, a certain level effort, or a certain level of pride.
But experience speaking, the first two criteria are nogotiable. It means if the level has passed, we intend to prolong it whereas it is not the case for the last criterion.
Once I touch the level of pride... it almost can't be negotiated again, if it can so.. you can think the "something" must be very pricious for me. must go on.. we can't stay too long in one phase.
Once you get stuck in a certain phase there are two ways: try harder or find other equivalent of phase.

For "this phase", I choose to quit and find other equivalent phase.
Wish me luck guys