Friday, September 15, 2006

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

"Goodbye My Lover" by James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Friday, September 08, 2006

Remember

Yestarday, I was feeling awful and extreamly exhausted.
I don't know what are the reasons of it.... :-(

While I'm in that kind of condition ... always .. REMEMBER... of something
and I wish I have it.. so I can reveal mine to the something itself.

I wish someday.. I can treat my GOD as the something and not HIS Creature, but until today it hasn't applied yet.

Fiuh... I wish.. ____ read...it..

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Sad

Today, I was fine..
when I see .. suddenly I'm feeling sad
it is not because of my fail or anything related on me..
but because I saw something that is not inplace and I couldn't do anything to help.

Sometimes.. two hands are wide enought to make a destruction in the world but frequently, it is too small to help the people. Moreover, if it is the one that special for you.

Sad because can't do anything
Sad because can't see her smile
Sad because of my weakness

I hate being limited people.

So, I understand why Lex Luthor chooses to live as it is and doesn not change being a humble guy. He think that by having money... he can do everything to help Lana Lang.

But I won't be a Lex... I wanna be YUDIS because I hope my own destiny... :(

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Starting

Hwaaaaa the summer has ended.. ;(
So the party will end also..
now I need to start everything.. there is nothing can be left behind....

Carry on all and perform as good as I can
After a long vacation (i.e., working with half capacity), I need to run to reach the end.

Wish me luck...

And I hope you all are lucky also

Bismillah hiraman nirahhim