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Dear All,From now on, I decide to write again to my blow which is hosted in my own site.All of you are welcome to see, read, share, comment, or even criticise me or the entries.I'm more than happy to know and exchange with you allRegards,Yudis(tira)

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Several days back, I received an mail from my old best friend (Anggia) about a short documentary film in Globalism. Actually, I've know all these issues since I was a under graduate student, but there is something new here.... Everything is showed for people that grows up in the CAPITALISM spirit and environment in their perspective also.How companies (e.g., FORD, General Motors) have enormous

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Recently, I'm absent in writing in this Blog.I don't know... Why... maybe I'm too preoccupied to writing the things that are not part of my obligations.I thing I need to start this habit again.Huffa... [wake up from the laziness]Anyway, Laziness... I think it is the last tings that I'd admit even if it is so obvious. ;-)As today, I was blaming all the schedule as the main reason why I need move

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Often, I think I understand something very well. (maybe "think" should be replaced by "feel")But....When I start to explain it by a writing artifact, then I feel I hit a wall.Maybe Einstein is right"You are not really understand it, when you can't explain it in simple manner".Thinking is reduction of feelingSpeaking is reduction of thinkingWriting is reduction of speakingso.... once I can write

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I have several times discussion about the existence of the God with several of my friends.This time, I'll try to answer one of statements that intends to refuse the existence of the God.I call IT as the God, and it doesn't limit from a belief that believes with multiple Gods/gods.One day, there is a man, called Bob, that wants his hair and beard are trimmed such that it looks better.Therefore, he

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What does it mean Resilience system?does it enough by measuring.... using availability?????Need an answer??? :(

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Those words.. in common passwords in secure and dependable system (i.e., critical system).In Avizenis et al. [TSDC,2004]- Availability : the readiness of the system to provide a correct service- Reliability : the continuity of the system to provide a correct servicebased on these definitions, it seems both properties are going in the same polarity. [Hypothesis] For instance, if a system is highly

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I don't know, maybe I don't want to know, WHY I'm very full energy and seems happy aura around me.I like it.Maybe because less than a month I'll be in my hometown with all my families, my old friends and INDONESIAN FOODS.I wish I can do all my to do lists here before my departure, so I can have a peaceful holidayIndonesia GUYS, please please give me your cellphones, I'll call you as soon as I

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Move on...it is the WORD that we ofthe hear when we fail to achieve something.but why?? we do not to keep fighting to achieve it....Who knows that the current failure is just a temporary.. and not the permanent one?Maybe we have limited-energy for fighting due to other activities.Even I have limited-energy, limited-time and other limitation... but all these limitations are established by our

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Do you believe that everything has a limit?maybe the limit has established only in your mind, and it doesn't exist in the reality.Please.. give me a hint.....

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ARGHHHHHH @#$#*$&##&$(

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Did I disappoint you or let you down?Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.So I took what's mine by eternal right.Took your soul out into the night.It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.You touched my heart you touched my soul.You changed my life and all my

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Yestarday, I was feeling awful and extreamly exhausted.I don't know what are the reasons of it.... :-(While I'm in that kind of condition ... always .. REMEMBER... of somethingand I wish I have it.. so I can reveal mine to the something itself.I wish someday.. I can treat my GOD as the something and not HIS Creature, but until today it hasn't applied yet.Fiuh... I wish.. ____ read...it..

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Today, I was fine..when I see .. suddenly I'm feeling sadit is not because of my fail or anything related on me..but because I saw something that is not inplace and I couldn't do anything to help.Sometimes.. two hands are wide enought to make a destruction in the world but frequently, it is too small to help the people. Moreover, if it is the one that special for you.Sad because can't do

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Hwaaaaa the summer has ended.. ;(So the party will end also..now I need to start everything.. there is nothing can be left behind....Carry on all and perform as good as I canAfter a long vacation (i.e., working with half capacity), I need to run to reach the end.Wish me luck...And I hope you all are lucky alsoBismillah hiraman nirahhim

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Actually, these days.... I put a tracker on my blog in such way I can know where are the readers coming from, and I hope I can deduce who are you....but most of the it I couldn't,.... :(kindly of you if you shout for my sake... so I can know you.As Asian Quote:" You never care somebody.. if you doesn't know them"

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A Caterpillar has already became a beautiful butterflyNone in this world will disgust again with itEverybody is greatful to see it and always wonders with the colorsWe remember that a beautiful butterfly is used to be a disgusting caterpillar.After some suffers, it becames one of the most beautiful creatures.Egg --> Caterpillar --> Pupa --> Butterflyso it is really look like our lifeLoss -->

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Fiuh...As you know, the most effective medicine for the sickness that is suffered by Windows XP is "REINSTALL".Several times, my sys-admin in my place suggests to reinstall my windows when I face un-solvable problem.Mmmm somehow this approach is right.. and most of the time is effective to cure the sickness.But before we do reinstall, the first rule is BACK-UP your data first.....Mmmmmm but how

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Lately, I put SMILE and the worlds becomes better..below of my signature in gmail mai. Actually, I'm not really sure about the validity that quote.Today, I'm sure ...Face everything with smile... because what happens to us has already been defined by HIM.When HE decides about something than nothing can change it and never be changed.So... face itAs believer, I believe it is the best for me,

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MmmThis summer , when I went to Denmark I needed another bag just to carry on all my charger.As you know, I'm gadget mania...More than 6 types of chargeer are laid in my backpack, and all of them has different power cords.Why there is so many standards for power and all the gadgets implements their own power cord.Moreover, you can see how is my charger in bag looks like, it looks like a bowl of

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What have I got to do to make you love meWhat have I got to do to make you careWhat do I do when lightning strikes meAnd I wake to find that you're not thereWhat do I do to make you want meWhat have I got to do to be heardWhat do I say when it's all overAnd sorry seems to be the hardest wordIt's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situationAnd it's getting more and more absurdIt's sad, so sadWhy can't we

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More than 2 weeks, I don't remember her (in the sense miss her badly)I think my way is working.. :Pdelete all her number (incluidng home and cellphone) and hide the mail address. So it'd be difficult if I try to contact her.Not contacting is the initial step to move on.But today, I start remembering her anymore.. :-sand since I'm in Trento it's easy for to find her contact adress that I hide.But

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It is the nicest word that I have for the last several months.Thanks for all Italian Companions that have arranged everything for tomorrow trip. I haven't done anything for this trip.... and maybe It is the first thing in my life.. I'm being a parasit... just taking from community and not giving anything.Thanks for Mary for arranging the flight, lodging, and review the planRoberto for arranging

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Today, we have a plan to arrange a dinner before everybody leaving for Summer Vacation.Someone "special" is the one that has that initiative, that's very nice isn't it?But unluckly, I have many things to be finished in two days.I know my limit and my priority.If I'm Yudis at several days ago.. so I'll skip my work and attending the dinner, and work like a hell afteward.But, as I declare my self,

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That's another quote that I learn from the wonderful.Many things we can do beyond our capability since we have a belief and a will.If there is a will then there is a wayI can do many things as long as I still have a will or motivation to do so.Motivation:it is a feeling/a mental state that motivate you to do something. This thing comes from your sense (e.g., eyes, skins, ears, nose, etc).It is a

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Damn...Today, I feel bad.. :( even I stay in nice place for Summer SchoolMiss somebody... and even worse, we have a small roar before.. :( so it makes me even more uncomfortable.No Phone Credit, so I can't do anythingNo Internet Connection, once I have She is not onlineNo Internet Phone, because I lost my headsetWant to buy Phone Credit through internet, I can't because my credit card limit is

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Hi the Earth,I wish you can read this statement [leave me a sign if you can read it, can the Earth write in Blog? hihihihi]Thanks for everything....For teach me: How to behaveHow to reactHow to keep the principle things above of everythingAnd for nice time and opportunity also.It's a long time, I live in your hold without any thanks, even implicitly.As a human, I always live to exploit the Earth,

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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm K****N pengen ketemu...one day more...[always one day more in any point of the time]You can do it.... :DThe capability of a man is unlimited if he wants.It is the case also for the stupidity.

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My life is brilliant.My life is brilliant.My love is pure.I saw an angel.Of that I'm sure.She smiled at me on the subway.She was with another man.But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,'Cause I'll never be with you.Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on

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Once I have a feeling .....I failed to proceed it.I have lost it in the last 2-3 years...and now I have it... happy and feel relieve.Actually, I've know she doesn't has the same feeling towards me, but I still go forward......finally, Last night she speaks up and wants someting for me...She wants me to end it....SO... I WILL DO ITbecause she wants and because of mefiuh... back to the phase 8

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One and Half has already passed, but it still reminds in my mind... as fresh as a second ago.Mmmm tonight, I try to being silent and let everything goes as well as it's never happended.It's tough...and not impossibleSubject has already moved up successfully, and it is not the case for me... One and half months has already passed.. and the feeling are still there and moreover, it is one and half

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Semalem aku jalan lagi ama dia....antara kangen, seneng, dan kehilangan...anehlah rasanya .......dia dah jelas nolak.... tapi kita jalan roaming arround berdua-an..dan ... :(di satu sisi.. seneng karena deket ama dia...ada yang diperhatiin dan disayang...di sisi lain... ngerasa ... koq.. bebel banget sih..udah jelas ditolak.. koq tetep keukeh ama dia...and bukan coba move up.......Sehat ndak sih.

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These days, I try to being cool and not remember that thing.In this weekend. I had a nice moment with all my friends.Mountaineering and I could do a short mountain running.But suddenly, I remembered.... mmm but by the end of the day I promise to myself, "Remembering is OK, but not getting drown in it"but...yesterday, She called and told that we need to speak...mmmm it sounds good.. :Dbut it gives

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LOVE?mmm live can be coloful because of it, but the color can be "blue" the one that I like most or others that I hate .. ;)Sometimes feeling should face with the reality and they need to compromise, in this circumstance mind can be used as a mediator to find the compromisation.......Today, I should start new "chapter"... mmmm or maybe I MUST.. MUST ... MUSTI need to rid my feeling towards her..

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AMIEN

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I always argue that we live in our mind and not in the reality.We live to the things that we're thinking about.Like, wise people says "People sees what they want to see"so I can mimic by saying "We live in the things that we think about"We can call somebody crazy, because we don't understand about their thinking. Moreover, their mind/world can not be understood by others. Maybe, crazy people

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after coming from Austria, it seems ok...everything can go as usual as nothing ever happen.No feeling and no pain ...Why this is starting again... :-(I almost cure.... from my THINGS and these days I starts to feel it again..and moreover after she was coming back..... :(Maybe, denying the feeling or killing the feeling is the worst idea to move on.Try to be rasional is better even not strong

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There are a lot of different between both important things.Moreover, they seem, sometimes, contradictory.E.g.: I think I can't do it (as a result of thought), but I want to do that (as a result of belief) even I don't have capability.But today I realise that there is commonality between them, none in the world can change your mind or heart. Myself is the only one that entitle to change them.--

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Sad..maybe it's one of the most human being is afraid ofthis feeling is natural, and necessary to appreciate the happinessWe've never felt how is the delicious food if we never feel the awful one.Since yesterday, I can't feel the sadness anymore.... ;-)I don't know why... have I already lost my feeling toward her? or there is another thing happen to me without my notice.. :-)So at least, from

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The true died is once the human is not breath anymore... at least it is a criterion over century ago. Then the human thinks that heart beat is more significant that just only breathing.Later, we realise that by electric shocking we can still make the heart beating when the peole has already died. And now, the the doctor (especially Coroner) examine the brain function to define the died.The other

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Killing is the most sin crime.I tought killing the feeling doesn't put in those criteria.One of my friend said .. YES.. it is the same, and even worseand now, I agree ;-)Love is not the matter of getting the girl or not, but the matter of giving.I've done the best I can do. Once I fail.. it is just the result, you can do or try the best you can afford, but you can't direct the result.May GOD,

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We can do everything if they are on our priority list.. otherwise forget it.Because it is almost the same hoping star falling from the sky.If we hope something more than the "normal" limit, so we should prepare be regreat or maybe even..more...be rational...and act rationally

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Fiuh... Finally that day came.Today, I can judge that it is the worst day I have ever had in the last one year.The day was starting with something nice and seemed calm and easy.These facts make me crazy because there is noting tough and hard for today or lately, but suddenly in the afternoon, everything changed and turned up to be bad and maybe even the wrost thing within a year :(Work and "other

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"Everybody has their own price and pride"If you want something you'll do any means to get it.but the big question... is until when it'll happen?It could be within a certain timeframe, a certain level effort, or a certain level of pride.But experience speaking, the first two criteria are nogotiable. It means if the level has passed, we intend to prolong it whereas it is not the case for the last

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Falling love.... it is the most un-describable feeling."We never manage something, that we can measure"is it true for falling love? it is hardly be measured but most of thepeople could make it... (instead of me, I think)Someday ago, I modeled the falling love as Secretary ProblemIf we devote to somebody, and then not any moreso there is not point to return back again.AND I AGREE with this model

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This writing is well motivated by the case of my best friend.Maybe people thought both of them are the same.But in my opinion, They are extreamly different.Giving an Example-----------------I can show you, how :1. to deal with falling love. I have a bunch way to deal with it2. you behave with elder3. ...Being an Example----------------It hardly happens if I do the same thing that I've shown

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Bila saja kau tau yang ku rasakan pada dirimuSulit untuk ku katakan betapa aku suka dirimuHuu setiap kali ku menatapmu kau memberi arti untukkuMungkinkah kau wanita untukkuSetiap kali ku bersamamuSemua terasa indah bagiku dan ku tahu----Reef:Every little thing you do it feels so feels so goodIt doesn't even have to be understoodYou may think I’m crazy when I look at youI ain’t even can keep my

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LOVEsome people agree that stuff can make you happy and sad in the same time.While you are fallin love, normally people can get very fragile and week.If you get it, you'll become stronger (at least that Maria Luisa's opinion)but, if you lose it, you'll destroy hahahaha. (cool huh..)COMPETITIONI says that this one is the main fuel of capitalism. This ideology live because nowadays we always have

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Hihihihi... I'm nearly don't have any people that I hate... but there is one think, that I hate a lotFallin Love...huh...life becomes not-productive

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That's the statement of my master HEIKOActually, it seems weird, because we can get the bad ones more than the good ones. But in other sense, it will make us more tough than we think.Today 21st October 2005, maybe the worst day of my life.1. I loose my place (read: apartment), and I've time less than 10 days to find the new one. Because he informed me today afternoon. And the worst is today is

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Today... reading a bunch of article about that notion.UNCERTAINTYEVENTmmmm, I think almost everything in the world is uncertain.Maybe only died is certain.The main reason of the uncertainty: ignorance and risk (unpredict event)Uncertain in: passing the exams, having nice position at workplace, having nice spouse... all of them are fulfill the reson for become uncertainty.But how about with DIED?I

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I heard if .....I speak if .....I do if .....I recieve the consequece if .....Learn how to become a good listener before you try to be good speaker.Try to deal with the consequence before you do something.Thinking before speaking or acting is good. The question how deep we should thinking?Thinking and then ActingorThinking thinking...... thinking.. considering... discussion.. [when we will act]

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This is the first time, I'm starting the fasting months outside my lovely country.Actually, last year I did the last week of Ramadhan in Trento... My Lovely City.A lot of people... just wondered why I can survive without drinking and eating almost 14 hours.. hihihihi.And simple answer: "If you believe something, you will do everything beyond your mind or maybe your ability"And other question, "

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Mmm maybe he is not realize, if last week was my birhtday.But anyway it's ok. ;)Friday 2nd September 2005, I got nice and sudden mail. "I have another ticket for the Formula 1 race on sunday in MONZA. If manage to go there let me know and you can have it",Christian said.Wowww it's like falling star, nice offere and there is no word for "NO", but the problem is in 3rd Sept, I should go for Venice

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Hip Hip.. HoreeeeeFinallya I have another compatriot instead of Nita and Chandra in Trento.They are my friends in ITB, hihihihi not like Nita and Chandra (They are coming from other University, read: UI).Yusi, Tizar, and Hananto. I hope I can get enough Indonesian Food from them.. :PRawon, Soto, Cingur, etc... yummy.Today we go to Venice. This time is my third time, and still without someone

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Fiuh... Finally, My temtation ended.Almost, I've done nothing during summer.But starting from end of August, I think everything getting better..Because some of my friends ask for going around.26 August 2005 : Seeing Guiseppe Verdi Opera : Nabucco in Arena, VeronaActually, I'm not big fan of Opera, but there is nothing wrong withtrying new thing. ;-)Nabucco is Nebuchadnezzar in English term. For

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fiuh... second quarter of the my life's century starts.I wish become better man.....- Finish the study at the right time- D (Ups... I don't know.. :P)Guys that knows me... Suggestion please... :Pthanks..wish me luck

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Climb up, what ever the cost.. :P 

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1. Going to University2. Going Climbing3. Going Homehihihi

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I don't know what's going on today. But I'm feeling very great today with the friendship. I've never expected has that's very nice friendship in Europe. But here, In Trento Italy, I get a lot better than I've ever imagine.I have so many friends with different nationality and different character. They seems very complete, and very often they are superb and I'm nothing.I've Luiz(brazil) he always

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Hurt? happy? sad?mmm I think more than those words :DThere is a thick line between being friend and "girlfriend"Maybe as thick as my body now.. :D hahaha.So be careful to across that line, There is no point of return if you've already crossed it.For my opinion (now), girl is burden. :D (maybe it's just my justification, because I don't have it) but really I'm feeling free and can do whatever I

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Love and LoyalSometimes people did stupid to proof. the his loyalty and for his love.Is it right?Some people says right, others no.And I'm aggre with the NO one. :-PBut It is different matter between right and wrong andchoosing what supposed to do or not.I'll do it somethin that seems very stupid and maybe wrong, as far as I want and have confidence about that.Do it what ever do you believe. If

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Sometimes loosing is very hard...but sometimes is not, like loosing the air (fart) heheheI'm sorry for Blogger.com, It's soo long I haven't filled in anything here.Writing is the most hard work for me.Science today... I try to change it.Today, I'm feeling so... loooooooooooonely... Miss all my friend in Indonesia (Gresik, Surabaya, Bandung, etc) hicks... I wish the best for you all guys.

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Fiuh...Finnaly.. I pass The Exams.. :PI hope everything gone a be OK..wish me luck guys...--Live is a journeysometimes journey should be ended because of the time, resource, and abilityas long as you can ... use that moment...Chance never comes in the right time.

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Comprehensive Exam..... it's the biggest terror during my staying in ItalyI'm very lucky all my friends are very kind, they share their knowledge and discuss about all materials. I think it's quite different when I study before.There is no competition among us, every body try to help each other to overcome this exams. We should use whole ability and knowledge to pass it.This is not competition,

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A Few days after (at Thursday, February 17th 2005)I get the biggest moment for my life. Because of this moment, The Comprehensive Exams will be held. It's my first exams for the last 3 years.Actually, my condition at this time is not quite good (heart and body) hahaha. But I realize I should overcome this challenge.Study Hard, Work Hard and Pray (Tawakaltul Allah)In this case, I see there is a

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A. B. C. Which one(s) are mine hehehehehe? Put your answe in comment area (please don't put in shoutbox) I'll wait n see your answer guys.

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Why Indonesia loose the beauty for Tourism? Maybe my conclusion isn't valid enough, because I haven't traveled around Indonesia. Some days ago, I went to some place in Italy (Venice, Florence, and Pisa). I met there is so many people from around the world (also Italian) for spend holiday there. I can see how the government and citizen try to conserve the old building. Because of there are so

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Firenze...seems sooooo quiet. But it's important city in Italy - the 2nd business city after Milan a - 1st city for culture and philosophy restoration

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Finnaly, I know why Torre Pisa doesn't straight anymore Let see what they are doing.... Please someone rid them out or we will lose our Pisa

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All my pictures are using that jacket. Please don't be negative thinking.Because at this moment, it is the most proper jacket that I haveI Hope I can buy the other one :-PRegards,

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St. Marco... Center of Venice. Want to see more.... please see my Photo Gallery

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When you have LOVE:You trust itYou believe in it. Take a chance on it.You're willing to sacrifice anything to keep itNo matter what the cost [Quotation form Clark Kent in Lex's Party]

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Great Snow in my place....

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Setiap hari.... mendengarkan liputan 6(SCTV), detik.com, Kompas.comAdalah ritual yang aku lakukan setiap hari saat pertama sampai di kampus.Aku tidak pernah melakukan hal tersebut pada saat aku berada ditanah air.Entah karena sok-kesibukanku, atau aku dapat dengan mudah mendapatkan infotentang kondisi Negara ku. Cuman satu komentar ku... poor you....Masalah BBM, Masalah TKI Ilegal, masalah

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My wish....come true

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In three days, I lost my uncle n Grandpa. Huuuh I think it's quite hard forour family, because in 26 December one of my cousin has got married.I hope everything going to be ok. So from this time I've no Grandpa orGrandma any more. Maybe we should try to find the other ritual inEidul-Fithr. One-of-one, person that I love go...that's a life.Nothing I can do about the past, butMaybe there are

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Last night I attend to farewell party on of Indian guy. He wants back toIndia. I never attend to that kind of party, I've just seen on HollywoodMovie (like American Pie).No food there, only place, music, and some kind of drinking. When I came Ihope there was some non-alcohol stuff there, and it's true. Amien.One of my friends (Nikola form Serbian) keeps a bottle of Coke n Juice justfor me. And he

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Maybe some of people never think both of them are comparable.But someday people think they are the same. A Man is complete it means he isperfect.But may be He is complete because of the in-perfectness (Quote form QQ'smail)I think I can't reach the prefect condition/best, but I can try to getbetter than today. It will succeed or not, it's different thing. Becomingcomplete is not a big deal,

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Mmm I like this word (quote from Lex Luthor statements in Smallville) Maybe everyone in this world wants to be a winner. How about if I'm the man from tomorrow, can you against me? The world is only one, but there 5 Billion people try to live there. We should try doing the best and become the best one. == The Man from tomorrow, are coming from the winner of today's battle

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In the afternoon before going to city of Trento 

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Every woman in this planet always say the men came from MARS, that's why there is so many story about relationship. Today I try to read some chapter of Man from Mars and Woman from Venus. I just keep small smile about that book. [I think its quite good work] But I'm feeling from other planet. :( Sometimes being different is nice, but sometimes not. Rainbow is beautiful because of the colorful

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Live... mmmTom Hanks in Forest Gump said, "Live is a box of Chocolate, sometime I likethat kind inside the chocolate, sometime not."But I don't know what Live is for...Sometime we should do something that we hate.Sometime we can't do something that we want/need.Live is complicated.Sometimes it's so sweetSometimes it's so sadBut most of them are bothHahahaThat's a live

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It sounds like Avirl's SongYup at this time, I try to adopt this song to write my blog.I don't know there is so many assignments should be finished by me at thismoment. But when I see the computer there is always something new what Ifind. I think someday I should unplug my computer from the network so Ican't access the internet for while.But it's not the answer. I know I'm loosing my grip or

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Today... Wheel Live in Indonesia...working again Some of my friends already been seen at Yahoo Messenger. It's the place to share everything about story and experience to all others even at different part of this world. When I see my friend list, I miss them all... But nothing can I do to kill that felling. I don't know what the friends are for (actually this time)...?? == The friend is the

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What are you doing if actually you are not capable enough to stay there?Sometimes we have to do something outside your capability....But..at this time you are doing something...and someone tell that you arenot capable enough to doing that. Because of no other choice...the choiceonly you...that's why they asked to you to do it.Fiuh.. feels like a looser.....There are two ways to solve that feeling

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Today, I receive so many stuff for Comprehensive Exams, huh It's only inComputer Science Area... huhuhu There are two more are Telecommunication andElectronic...Poor meAt Afternoon I came to discussion forum, it makes me so nervous because Imet so many "great scientist" there. There my "SUPER"visor Prof. JohnMylopous and the other Prof. hehehe.But its ok, I should face it, because may be someday

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Today I'll try to finish my stuff related to Bank or Doctorate Office orthey don't pay my scholarship. By the way poor me, because they will pay me3 weeks later, it means I should be survive with my own money until nextmonths (imagine every beginning of months we should pay for house rentaround 225Euro hahaha sooo big)I come for study whatever will be its ok. I should be faced it with/

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Finally, I found Islamic Community in Trento. I go there with Maroco guy, they can't speak english and I can't speak Italian hahahaha along away there just silent ...... There are so many Moslem in Trento, I never imagines that one big Basket Ball Hall will be so crowded because there are so many people join for praying (like pray at Masjid Al-Haram) At the end of praying, there is one Italian

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Nothing can't I do at this weekend This weekend, I'm celebrating Eid Mubarak and I'm still dunno where I should go to pry Eid Mubarak.... My best friend in Trento is Nita (only another Indonesian), she goes for seminar this weekend, so we can't celebrate Eid Mubarak with cooking OPOR AYAM.... yummmy.. I don't understand why they ask me to get here at 2nd of November.... because the course will

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Fiuh...... Finally, I get my connection to my world...INTERNET Kalo orang bilang di eropa semua yang berbau dengan IT mudah tapi kayaknya ndak berlaku untuk kasusku. Karena dah minggu ke-2 aku di Italy baru aku dapet koneksi ke dunia-ku. Btw thanks for Sebastian Perisi and Paolo Giorgini, they make this process faster than usually, because I'm the first student get Internet Connection. At

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Fiuh... finally I come to Trento I hope I can set up my new life as a scientist (hahaha soo funny) It's my first time go abroad alone, and it's my first time go to Europe hahahaha By the way as long as my journey I didn't find any big trouble (only little ones). Thanks God When I arrived to Malpensa-Milan, I just took Bus to Stazione Centrale. Lucky me: because Nita has told about how to buy

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